Literally starving for death. 16, English and hating pretty much all of my life and all of me. I cut myself for the first time almost 3 years ago and I wish I hadn't. Since then so much has happened, I got really bad and just couldn't stop, and apparently went too deep, then I got help, it became less of an addiction and things got a little better. Since then so much has happened, major ups, major downs. There's not something that I haven't come across. I now have social anxiety, I'm bipolar, EDNOS and just not always loving life. The few things I do love I'm pushing away, but the one I'm never letting go of and holding onto forever? Matt. He means the world to me, he's saved me, saved my life, and all through that I fell for him and that was it, I love him with all I am, all I have and all of me. Call me crazy yeah, but that's me, crazily in love and mentally insane. <13 I do not promote or agree with self harm, or eating disorders or anything causing harm to yourself. I'll do anything to stop anyone else from making that first cut, don't. *may be triggering* Always here for you <13 If, after all of that you're still here gawd you're so lovely and you deserve the world, oh and call me Ettie <13
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I wish my friends would take random pictures of me when we hang out because I’m an arrogant prick and I want more pictures of myself that aren’t selfies.

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She’s the type of person you’d write a book about. I would take the first three chapters to describe the way her touch sets my skin on fire.


like 95% of my daily vocabulary is ‘what’

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